Supposed to be soul healing
Shuhui and Yihui came over on Sunday for a dota session again. So thankful for Shuhui trying to heal my soul with Macdonald's lunch and sashimi. Had dinner at Saizeriya and shot some balls before they left. Yay for winning Shuhui in ABC, 1v1 and 3 point bullet? HAHAHA.
First half of Monday was spent nuaing at home with Gintama. Netball training for Schindler was cancelled so the girls came over to my place for dinner instead. Korean spicy noodles so spicy nothing else is spicy anymore man HAHAHA. If you're game, you should try it!
Lunched at Fish And Co at Nex with Jamie and Pengwai on Tuesday. Thanks Jamie for getting me a mini Altaria from the Pokemon Center in Japan! It was a short lunch and i went back home to nua HAHAHA. I mean i've been nuaing alot, or maybe in need of nuaing alot because of a broken soul.
Wednesday and Thursday were service learning days organised by NACLI. It was good to meet new people and interact with the old folks at the Day Care Centre in Toa Payoh! I'm glad i managed to keep my enthusiasm throughout though. Played as a band at Timothy's funeral on Thursday night. Though we weren't close, probably mere acquaintances, he was always a talented musician i respected as a senior, as an excellent band leader. May you rest in peace.
Went down to IDP for some procedures regarding accepting my university offer and made my way back to hougang for a two-hour gym session. I'm actually surprised i stayed in there for two hours. But my arms were aching so bad yesterday night i had to resort to using Counterpain like a weak kid. Picked Malvina up at Jireh and we walked down to Thomson for prata dinner before Shana and Esther came to join us for Rochor Beancurd. Chatted a little then Shuhui came to send the three of us home since he was nearby. Thank you for always driving me!
Was at home most of the day on Saturday. Went out for dinner at Hougang Mall with my parents and my niece. Wanted to borrow some books but the library closed within 15 minutes of me browsing. Oh well, another day.
Ball session on Sunday morning ended early because Shuhui sprained his foot, he still could drive though, amazing. Went over to visit Adam's rabbit at his house before we had Manhattan Fish Market for lunch. Adam grabbed his laptop and we all went over to Shuhui's place for dota. Yea, i tried to play a little too. I believe i'm a good farmer HAHAHA. We had prata at Thomson for dinner and tried the icecream at Udders. Earl Grey and Thai Milk Tea were quite a disappointment sadly. Oh well, good or bad, experience is still an experience after all.
I think i'm alright already. Those breaking down urges are gone, took me more than a week though. To be honest, i don't know why i'm feeling this way and i have no idea what to do from now either. What is selfish and what is not, what is right and what is wrong? I just wished i wasn't a disposable substitute for anyone, but i guess i was born to be the glass of warm water. Might be damaging, but when it makes the other person happy, i'll always do it anyway. Everyone has their own problems. Guess that's my life.
To a greater capacity of tolerance and threshold for pain.